Baby's Fetal Echo Cardiogram

Yesterday, I went back to the Hospital for the Fetal Echo Cardiogram.   I was a little nervous before I went in, after saying  a little prayer a overwhelming feeling came over me encouraging me that everything was going to be OK.  The Doctors wanted to do this test  as a standard procedure, as Kaid's diagnosis  with the holes in his Left/Rt/ Ventricle.   As the Doctor was going over His little Heart, I started to cry.  She paused and said " Is everything OK?"  I told her this was close to home for me.  I proceeded to tell our story, and how we were sent to the hospital 4 times  for Echo's when I was Pregnant with kaid.  Had I known what I know now, that was a for sure sign that something was not right, However, no one told us anything different than completely normal, and standard.  This time around I am upfront with all the doctors, and want to know everything, asking TONS of questions , as we have been through this before.  Surprising,  this time around I am way more relaxed, calm, and collected. ( OK, for the most part :) )  I know that our little boy is going to be a great, healthy and wonderful little bundle of Joy!   OK, back to the office visit, So then another Dr. Came in to verify that the Ultra Sound tech, Dr. did the right thing, and got all the pictures.  As this Doctor was going over my stomach with the ultrasound wand, he said " Wow there, you do know what the sex of the baby is.. correct? "   I paused for a sec, and said, "Why did you say wow, I am already a little nervous here." ( Still can not believe I said that! ) I told him that I knew we were having a Boy.   He apologized, and showed me that in fact the reason was our little guy  was spread eagle, the DR.  had a good shot that indeed We were having a boy.  After laughing for a bit, the Dr. came and sat down next to me.  He explained to me that there was nothing that he saw that was alarming, or a red flag for any disorders. When he said that It kind of hit me in the stomach, this little baby is 100% healthy.  I am going to experience something So new, and different. OK, please if you are reading this do not think that I am rude, or mean.  I Love Kaid, No questions!  however our life has seen challenges for 5 years solid, it will be So nice to be new parents to another Boy who maybe has different challenges.  I am so blessed to be another mom soon, I can not think of my life with out Kaid, and Kent.  When I am down and out with our current situation, I think of our little boy that  I am carrying, and know that there is a WAY bigger picture.  He was sent here to us, for us.  For that We are Eternally Grateful.