Where I am

As I have been going through this tough time in my life, It's hard for me not to just " Wish" I could Peek into the future and see what's to come. If you asked me a few years ago, what I would be doing, I would say something Very far off from where I am now. I want to get it across first, Just how truly Grateful I am that I am with my two Awesome parents, Yes, we tend to get in each others Hair, sort of speaking, but I just would not know what to do with out them.

I have been doing quite a bit of soul searching these last few months, How truly amazing our Heavenly Father truly is. I know that he knows me, and knows just what Pain I'm in. It bring me comfort to listen to comforting music, to bring it all home. As my friend, was going through a really hard time in life as well, she introduced me to the artists that now I have on my play list. I use to think that they were " holy rollers" music... but when you are going through a Huge Trial in life, and you really think that there is No end in sight, It's amazing to listen to these words, knowing that we have a loving savior watching over us, crying when we cry, never letting us fall.

I want to tell all my friends how much I love you, Thank you for not just hating me for just dropping off the earth. I am taking 12 credits, and school seems to be really holding me together right now as well knowing there is So much Wonderful Support I have. I really was worried there in the beginning, thinking that my stress would not let me do about anything.

All I know is there is another day tomorrow.. I know I have two sweet boys that when my eyes open, I have there Georges faces looking right at me when I awake. I pray deeply for my husband, I really love him, I love everything about him, the true man that I met. I really truly believe that one day we will all be reunited and one family. I know that through hard trials, we can only see things for what they are, and what we TRULY deserve. I will be contacting all my LDS friends, my Time is coming soon to go to the temple... I have waited long enough, and now more than ever I need to be there. Thank you for those that listen, and bring me your light. Chaps.. 3 DAYS!! Yippee!! am I excited??? I think so....!!! It will be FUN!!!