Sugar Plum..

 " A baby is Sunshine and Moonbeams Brightening your world as never before"

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My sisters were here this week.. how sad I am that they are gone now.  My sister Kristen Is I believe one, if not the

best photographer I have seen, she did a photo shoot with Karson.  These photos are So priceless.. we had some serious coaching this little guy, I think we went through 3-4 receiving pee pee blankets.. but these photos are SoSOOO worth it..This is Karson's nursery, we had to turn the heat up so he was all nice and warm... oh.. I am just so thankful for you to capture this sweet little boy :)

Good Morning little Baby Karson

Our little lovey bear..  He is so much fun.. kaid is such a good big brother.  He loves to help put his soothie in his

mouth... i think he just does not want to hear him scream..

Kris... time was way too short, how i miss you and kim already.

You are still Number one To us..

Yesterday, I was sitting with kaid, trying to spend some one on one time with him, ( SO HARD) Karson is eating every hour and a half, and other than that, he loves to be held.  As I was trying to spend time with him, I found myself totally crying and loosing it. Dont ask me why.. I just got so overwhelmed at the fact that, Kaids life is 100% different, he was our #1 for 5+ years, spoiling him, giving him 100% attention... anything he wanted.  Now kaid has to share us, it just made me really sad.  I love Kaid more than life, as well as Karson, but with Kaid it's just different.. I dont mean more, just we have been through So much together the 3 of us.  When I was holding Karson, Kaid came up and snuggled with me, I asked him if he was Happy to be a BIG brother now... and  this First picture captured the look he gave me.. I started to cry again.. happy tears.. I am not depressed or post partdum, just over come with joy!

Then the next photo was when Kaid had daddy day, and they got there hair cut..( Kent cut it) and then they put on matching glasses.  Kaid is growing up so fast... it's sad to watch, as he's my Number one.. always for ever.  

At night, we read books normally it's 2 but Ive been giving in, it's like 5.  The one book that we read ALL the time, is.. " I love you for ever like you for always, as long as I am living my baby you will be"  I can not remember the name, I am in the computer room.. Anyway.. I just love that book, it makes me happy to know that no mater how old kaid gets or how many other kids we have, he will always be our Number one..